Fuck every good intention I’ve ever had
I’m through trying to convince you I’m not that bad
I am the ache of regret for someone that you miss
I am the rage in your heart as you swing your fist
Were they more than just phases?
Every one of your friends
Will they be by your side?
When you’re facing yourself again
I got a heart full of ache
I’ve got a head full of stress
I’ve got a soul weighed down by an anchor in my chest
I’m going blue in the face from choking on the phrase
“I tried my fucking best”
So give me death by dog teeth
Bury me six feet deep
or introduce my head to the concrete
Build my walls, keep them steep
Grant me my never ending sleep
And then before you know, everyone you love starts to go
As the hate inside boils up and overflows
Was it worth all the pain?
Was it worth the amends?
That you made as exceptions so you could keep all your friends
I won’t fake
I know I’m nothing I’m no one
I won’t take
My life so give me back the gun
I got a heart full of ache
I’ve got a head full of stress
I’ve got a soul weighed down by an anchor in my chest
I’m going blue in the face from choking on the phrase
“I tried my fucking best”
So take my breath take my breath
Set free my weighted soul
I’m failing I’m flailing
So tired of playing these roles
This pain takes its toll
Set free my ever weighted soul
So give me death or give me death
Suffer
So I’ll turn this gun around, place it against my own head
I’ll spit this hate unto you until you wish I was dead
Then when that day finally comes when I blow these thoughts out of my brain
I’ll leave you longing for an answer, leave you choking on my pain
Until that moment, I’ll accept my head is a mess
I’ll swallow hard all of this regret
I’ll try my fucking best
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